This has seriously been one of the greatest weeks of my life and I am so sad to be leaving tomorrow! Thank you for an incredible week @reenrah and @shireen_baban ❤️ I’ll miss y’all terribly. 😥
I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
It’s going to be so weird going home and not seeing green everywhere. :/
Lovely day today. I don’t want to go home tomorrow. 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
My darling, you are allowed to fail without being a failure. You are allowed to make mistakes without becoming one. More opportunities will present themselves, you will find hope again.
Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you’ve completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feelings, you push kind people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?